Dyin to be in the Rat Race and then just dying...

Its gonna be very soon that you would see a mind blasting on your screen at the end of this article. That mind id mine. surrounded by design ,people i like, i hate and the gurus of design and the dawning clouds of sleep. i miss my poems at such times that i wrote in the knive age of 16 . wow i was living to be here in a dsign college. suddenly things arent that fun anymore. With politics , cheating, selling,competition. I am reminded of Roald dahl's My dads better than your Dad.. only thing its a little different today.its my works more originally copied than yours..Here copying remains silent...The rat race for reaching the top and gulping down the cheese.. but the only thing i knew about rats was what Ratatouille said, any one can cook. anyone can design but only a few can be good at it. Then why the freaking hell are we just gobbling the ideas or maybe chewing it and spit it out after we are done.or is it are great inspirators doing so..Where is the race going. Are we really winning...tastefully???MY minds already bleeding due to contradiction in thought and my incapability to control it the way its required. either i think and keep thinking or am thinking what and why am not thinking.. Cant it just be blank..for a few days and then the freshness can jump in.. Theres so much crap in the world and its all due to dependency. I heard about Auroville the other day and i swear i wanna run there. and for reality check what i am doing is posting my god for saken work on websites that have info@xyz.com for any quieries or placement and they reply regularly once in 2 yrs i guess. Why is there so much secrecy as my frend rightly said its all in the box .. Its harrowing and self . Give me an internship guys i wan to learn if not just earn..Yuck that was disgustingly rhyming. we'll a second signal that the minds going to blast.. in 5, 4, 3,2,1.byee guys